Reflection



Having just read through my last few posts this blog has become somewhat pejorative in its tone. I started this blog, as a way of telling of my experiences here in Changchun – especially the experiences that are wonderfully different to what happens back home.

I have had the rug pulled from under me, and as such, this has become the primary topic in my life.
However, despite what I have been dragged through, I still really like this city and country. I distinguish the former from the authorities and government, which, I now thoroughly despise with every grain of my soul.

I know that many foreigners love to ‘china bash’ and complain that ‘this isn’t how it is like back home’. I hate this kind of reasoning, however, I accept that I to an extent, have become cynical and jaded over the last few weeks.
I remember when I first got off the plane, being driven through the city to my new home, just how excited and energised I felt. Being in a place so unfamiliar, where I couldn’t even say ‘hello’, had no friends, couldn’t even read or write. Of course this has now changed, I now have friends here, and I can speak and read, though I still can’t write very well!

Another thing is that my studying over the last three weeks has been almost non-existant, I havn’t been able to achieve very much.

Anyway, back to the perennial subject of the weather. Compared to last year at this time, it’s still pretty warm! I rememember last year there being snow, lots of it, by the end of october – and that I was wearing my big warm jacket. As of today, I am yet to wear the big-black -jacket, we have had very little snow – not enough to settle. I still look forward to the winter proper beginning. Everything will be frozen ’til march, all greenery ceases to exist – and the paths and roads become semi-permenant skating-rinks!


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4 thoughts on “Reflection

  1. I was born and grown up in Changchun, I love my city. I’m glad you like it, too. It had been over ten years since I left Changchun (about your age). Since then I been back twice (about every five years), and the city changed a lot each time I visit. I hardly recognize my old neighborhood and felt a little strange. I miss Changchun very much, so I did a search and some how I found your sit talk about your life in Changchun. It is very interesting indeed although you were very upset that day. I hope things will get better for you and it is relieve to see you feel better now. Your writing remind me the excitement, the adventure, the up and downs when I came to a new country. Thank you and good luck!
    Happy belated birthday!

  2. I was born and grown up in Changchun, I love my city. I’m glad you like it, too. It had been over ten years since I left Changchun (about your age). Since then I been back twice (about every five years), and the city changed a lot each time I visit. I hardly recognize my old neighborhood and felt a little strange. I miss Changchun very much, so I did a search and some how I found your sit talk about your life in Changchun. It is very interesting indeed although you were very upset that day. I hope things will get better for you and it is relieve to see you feel better now. Your writing remind me the excitement, the adventure, the up and downs when I came to a new country. Thank you and good luck!
    Happy belated birthday!

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